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[June 5th, 2006] |
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It don't get no better - Cassidy ft. Mashonda |
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I guess you can say, I'm not okay with us. Cause frankly, we aren't okay. We get into more arguements than we did when we were together. It's stupid. I don't get it, face it, we can't stand each other, face it we can't have one conversation without ending in an arguement, FACE IT ! It sickens me the way we've turned out. We used to agree on everything, we used to be perfect for each other. Look how we've ended up, JUST LOOK AT US !
Friends, Lovers, Strangers. I don't know why I bother, I really don't. I don't know why I still let this bother me. I don't know why. Its gotta stop, it honestly does. This'll be the last time I write anything more about this, THE LAST !
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[June 4th, 2006] |
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We ride - Rihanna |
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So, I've been meaning to get something off my chest. But, I never knew how. As of today, I do. It's been a long hard road. For 5 months, I have been fighting, fighting my hardest to get rid of these feelings. I've been putting the foolish thought in my head that if one day, I could prove to you that I was strong and maybe it would change your mind. Now, I've realized how foolish I was. It was a childish thought. It was a thought that has altered my entire being. I'm NOT the type whatsoever to change myself for anyone. Everyone knows it's true, yet I have. I've been willing to do everything. Change my personality, my attitude, the way I act towards people, EVERYTHING. Just for the simplicity of a hello. I've learned my lesson, I've learned it quite well. I've wasted 5 months on it, I don't intend on wasting 6. Now, for the time I have left at this school my schedule's clear. RETARDATION TO THE MAXX ! Nothing but sticking with the Kraft SINGLES*
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